22 May 2010

you take me away on those sad rainy days just so you can watch me run in the rain and start smiling again.

In your face

I guess I was so caught up on worrying about the other person's feelings,
I forgot about my own.
And now I'm the one that's hurting.

Home without warmth.

Hmmm, there's a dilemma here.
Could this be home if there is no warmth in this place?
It's not home just because I live here right?
Isn't home where you will always find love and your family's warmth?
This is just a house.
A building structure that shelters me.
Feeds me, protects me, gives me the basic necessities.
But does not comfort me, bless me, or love me.
It's just an empty house.

Ps. i miss my favourite man, sunbae and indo...
the house has been quite cold these few nites.. please come warm it up =]

Positives of Driving

Had two great nights thanks to being able to drive.

Staying up till 1.30am in the car with Mona and Chenny my two very special friends.
Sharing, laughing, getting scared, confessing and reminiscing.

Getting lost on the way to steamboat, meeting new friends, and having fun playing games.

Maybe because I live alone

It gets a little quite round the house when it's just me at home.
It's quite lonely when my brother's not here. I hate it.
Silence becomes deafening. Cliche; but true.
Maybe that's why I always rely on my friends, rely on facebook, msn, you.
I miss home, my family, my sister.
I miss times in your car. Singing along to the radio. Changing the gear for you.
Getting you to drive safely. Distracting you.
But maybe I won't think about all of that if I stay busy day and night.
Concentrate on my work. Watch korean drama. Sleep. Drink bubble tea.
Do whatever I can so I don't have time to think about the silence.

Before I loose my sanity, would somebody please save me.

Thinking bout you guys =]

RoadTrip

Wanna leave.